We live in a world full of promises about love. Movies, books, and social media constantly present us a romantic and idealized version of it—the so-called “happy ending.” We see couples smiling, glowing, and acting as if everything in their lives is perfect.
Happiness seems to be everywhere online, and when we only see one side of things, it’s easy to create an illusion—a life that looks ideal, flawless, and deeply fulfilling. We build a bubble around the idea that once we have the kind of love we idealize, we’ll finally feel the way we do when we watch a romantic movie or see a reel of a couple kissing in front of the Eiffel Tower.
I’m writing this text for you—if you feel like you haven’t met your “perfect” love yet. What if I told you that this perfect love doesn’t really exist? That if you could step back from the bubble of idealized love, look at it from a distance, as an observer, and gently question it, you might feel a bit disappointed at first?
Before we continue, try answering this question honestly:
Will finding love truly give me the life I dream of—or am I dreaming based on expectations shaped by an idealized version of love?
If your answer leans toward illusion, I’m writing this text for you—as a reminder:
- Finding love won’t fix your life.
- Expecting it to will only lead to more pain.
Let’s talk about why this belief is so seductive—and so misleading.
The Illusion of Completion
There’s a romantic idea that a partner will “complete” us—that they’ll fill our gaps, calm our insecurities, and absorb our pain. Psychologically, this illusion often involves two powerful dynamics: projection and mirroring.
Projection happens when we unconsciously place our unmet needs or unresolved emotional struggles onto someone else, expecting them to fix what we haven’t yet faced within ourselves.
Mirroring, on the other hand, occurs when a relationship reflects our inner wounds back to us—not because the other person caused them, but because their actions resonate with unresolved parts of us. What we see in the other often reveals what still needs healing within us.
Here are some examples of how these dynamics may show up in a relationship:
Projection
- You carry a deep fear of abandonment rooted in childhood wounds. When your partner asks for space or seems distracted, you don’t just feel discomfort—you feel rejected. You interpret their behavior as confirmation that they will leave.
- You struggle with self-worth but haven’t worked on it internally. Instead, you rely on your partner for constant validation. When they don’t provide it, you feel unloved—not because love is absent, but because your self-esteem is placed in their hands.
Mirroring
- Your partner sets a boundary or asks for alone time. Even though it’s healthy, it triggers a strong emotional reaction, mirroring earlier experiences where your emotional needs were neglected.
- You become intensely reactive when your partner is late or forgets something small. This reflects a deeper wound from growing up feeling unseen or having to earn attention—this moment mirrors that old pain.
If you’re carrying emotional wounds such as insecurity, fear, or shame, a relationship won’t automatically soothe them. In fact, it may amplify them. You might cling, fear loss, or seek constant reassurance.
That’s not love. That’s looking for a bandage for something deeper.
Love Cannot Heal What You Don’t Face
Love can be a space where you feel supported, seen, and accepted. It can offer warmth, belonging, comfort, and deep connection—things we all long for. But love, even the healthiest kind, cannot do the deep emotional work for you.
No one can cry your old tears for you.
No one can rewrite your beliefs.
No one can reparent your inner child but you.
You still have to meet your emotions, recognize your patterns, challenge your inner critic, and hold yourself with kindness.
The Fantasy of Love Can Keep You From the Real Thing
When you see love as the solution, a saviour for your wounds, it becomes your everything. And that’s not only dangerous — it’s deeply unfair to both of you. People are imperfect. They have bad days, they disappoint us, and they may not love us in the exact way we imagined.
Here is an important self-awareness question to reflect on when meeting someone:
Which version of love am I holding onto?
Is it shaped by illusion?
If it is, you may still be living inside that bubble I mentioned earlier. And when you live in a bubble, you don’t truly meet the person in front of you—you meet the fantasy.
When we force others to fit into our idealized version of love, love becomes less about connection and more about control.
It stops being about meeting someone as they are and starts being about protecting the dream instead of embracing reality.
When you expect love to save you, every misunderstanding feels like betrayal. But when you take responsibility for your healing, love becomes a gift—not a lifeline.
Steps You Can Take to Let Go of the “Perfect Love” Bubble
Become aware of your beliefs.
Study yourself. Question what you believe about love.
Is your idea of love about being rescued and protected—or about growing and discovering together?
Pay attention to what needs your care.
What part of you still needs attention?
Observe your emotional wounds and how they show up in relationships. Don’t fear the messy or uncomfortable parts—we all have them, and we all must meet them sooner or later.
Shift your perspective.
See love as a shared journey, not a solution or a finish line.
Not something to fill a void—but something that walks alongside your own wholeness.
Be your own safe place.
Before expecting someone else to hold you, learn how to hold yourself.
Therapy, journaling, reading, and self-reflection can be powerful tools in this process.
Let love complement your life—not replace your responsibility for it.
You are in charge of your healing. And love, when it comes, can be a beautiful addition to your life—not your escape.
So… Should I Wait Until I’m Fully Healed to Love?
No. You don’t need to be flawless to love or be loved.
But if you want love to add to your life rather than consume it, you need to take ownership of your healing. Otherwise, you may find yourself stuck in cycles of projection and mirroring—searching for healing outside yourself when it can only happen within.
When you know your story, your triggers, and your needs, you stop expecting someone else to carry them for you. You bring your honest, grounded self into the relationship—and that creates space for real, lasting connection.
Love is beautiful.
Love can transform.
But love won’t fix what you haven’t faced.
an important reminder before you go…
When you place your healing in someone else’s hands, you become dependent on their presence or approval. And that’s not love. That’s fragility wrapped in attachment—an illusion of safety that collapses the moment the other person pulls away or falls short.
Finding love is not about being saved. It’s about meeting another human being from a place of responsibility, awareness, and self-connection—where love adds to your life, rather than carrying it for you.
Looking for a related perspective?
If you’ve found yourself wondering why relationships sometimes feel like they promise peace but leave you craving more—more reassurance, more closeness, more calm—you might also resonate with another reflection I’ve written:
👉 “Emotional Attachment: When Connection Becomes Dependency.”
In that piece, I explore how deep emotional needs can quietly shift into dependency, and how the search for connection can sometimes mirror a longing for inner wholeness rather than truly fulfilling love.
Give it a read if you feel drawn to understanding your relational patterns more deeply — and if you’re curious about how emotional bonds can both reveal and heal parts of yourself.
A Gentle Invitation
If this text stirred something in you, know that you don’t have to navigate these patterns alone. Therapy can be a supportive space to understand your emotional wounds, explore your relationship patterns, and learn how to build connection without losing yourself.
If you’d like support in this journey, you’re welcome to explore the therapy options I offer. Together, we can work on creating emotional safety within you—so love becomes something you share, not something you depend on.
Warmly,
Andressa
